Tonight I heard your voice. I was upset and calling for advice. I called for mum and all I got was the answering machine and there you were. Laughing at the silly message you had left together to let people know you weren't home. It feels like it's been so long since I heard your voice, yet it felt like it was only yesterday too. I still miss you so much it hurts. I think sometimes I'm surprised how I feel like I'm managing, then it hits me. So overwhelmingly. It aches. It feels likes an alternate reality, knowing you are gone and I can't just call you anytime I want to talk. I hope you are ok and that you are happy. Thank you for being there today. I miss you. I love you.
